For fucks sake! Let me fill you in on a few of the finer details of the parting off me and Mr Good-Company. He ended it via Facebook chat and refused to answer the phone when I tried calling him. I still had a dvd of his and we agreed that I'd just put it in his mailbox. The end, but still be Facebook friends and such.
But that doesn't feel right. Too me, that isn't how you say goodbye to the person you had your first kiss with and lost your virginity too. Call me a soppy, sentimental fuck-wit if you like, but I feel the need for closure. I just want to say goodbye in person. But he won't let me.
In all seriousness I really would not be at all dramatic. I honestly feel no romantic link to Mr Good-Company at all now, there is just the important fact that he was the one I lost my virginity too. I only want to say goodbye properly.
I don't know if it is only because of my inexperience that I want this. I will never see him again once he moves away in a months time so I really don't know what he's worried about. Goodbyes are just something that's important too me. I've moved around a lot and farewelled a lot of people, often forever.As for those I haven't said goodbye too, I do regret it. I so far regret nothing about my friendship with Mr Good-Company, but I know I will always regret not being able to say goodbye.
*If anyone reading this happens to agree with me on this, I would love it if you could comment. Mr Good-Company does have access to this blog and I would love it if all you wonderful readers could back me up on what a dick he's being about this. Thanks in advance!