This is the conversation mentioned in the previous blog post. Mr Good-Company and I discuss sleeping together and him potentially becoming un-single. This was quite a hard conversation to have, and for a while in the middle there, I felt quite sad.
Jess says:
hi
Mr Good-Company says:
hey
Jess says:
watcha been upto
Mr Good-Company says:
thinking about dinner
Jess says:
a worthwhile pursuit
Mr Good-Company says:
indeed
Jess says:
mines already cooking
Mr Good-Company says:
what you havin
Jess says:
homegrown steak. yum
Mr Good-Company says:
mmmmmmmmm\
Jess says:
definatly. i wont need to buy meat for months the animal was that big
Mr Good-Company says:
should share with me lol
Jess says:
hmm, it's pretty good. im not sure i want to share lol
Mr Good-Company says:
awww
Jess says:
yeah ill share. im to nice not to lol. hence the reason everyb ody 'borrowed' my stuff at school lol
Mr Good-Company says:
lol
Jess says:
yep, i may be antisocial nutcase but i am a friendly one lol
Mr Good-Company says:
always a bonus
Jess says:
i think so
Mr Good-Company says:
im snacking on dorritoes while meats defrosting for tea
Jess says:
Im eating mine lol. is definatly gd
Mr Good-Company says:
jealous
Jess says:
lol. doritoes are pretty gd too
Mr Good-Company says:
they are need salsa trhough
Jess says:
im not to fussed about salsa. there gd plain
Mr Good-Company says:
i love salsa
Jess says:
then next time you'll have to buy some lol
Mr Good-Company says:
indeed
Jess says:
lol
so, got any plans for the week?
Mr Good-Company says:
sex work beer
not in that order
maybe
same as every week really
Jess says:
sound like you've got it all covered then lol
Mr Good-Company says:
yup
Jess says:
haha
Mr Good-Company says:
well sex is always first
Jess says:
well you got that bit in the right order then lol
so wen do you want to have sex with me then?
Mr Good-Company says:
hmm ill see when i can pencil you in lol
Jess says:
oh really, hopefully you can find a gap in your busy schedule lol
Mr Good-Company says:
ha
Jess says:
hey, wat can i say? I need something entertaining to look forward to lol
Mr Good-Company says:
haha
you sure you wanna have your first time with a fuck buddy
Jess says:
yes. despite the fact your aim in life seem to be to sleep your way through w-bool 20 somethings, you seem a decent sort and i am rather curious
believe me, i've thought about this for quite a while before making up my mind
Mr Good-Company says:
ok
but if either of us meets someone it has to stop
Jess says:
obviously
Mr Good-Company says:
cool brb tea
back
Jess says:
lol
Mr Good-Company says:
coulda been better
Jess says:
wat?
Mr Good-Company says:
tea
Jess says:
wat did u have?
Mr Good-Company says:
steak sandwiches
Jess says:
thats wat i had lol
only mine was really gd
Mr Good-Company says:
mine was average
Jess says:
at least thats better than 'terible'
Mr Good-Company says:
it was food
Jess says:
always a gd thing lol
so your ok about sleeping with me?
Mr Good-Company says:
sure
as long as you get me before someone sweeps me off my feet lol
Jess says:
prone to being swept off your feet are you lol
Mr Good-Company says:
maybe
Jess says:
and is there anyone around at the moment who might be about to do some 'sweeping' that you know off
Mr Good-Company says:
possibly but i dunno if its going that way
Jess says:
well, if there is any chance of it going that way, then i will have to reconsider my decision
i suppose i was kinda hoping that u'd be single for ages. iv never met anyone before whos ever had any interest in being with me either physically or more. this has all been an entirely new experience for me
Mr Good-Company says:
im not unsingle yet
Jess says:
hmm, i suppose im just afraid of getting to attached to you
i'm not gd with people
they confuse me
Mr Good-Company says:
me too but ive learnt to study people
Jess says:
i just hide away
people have hurt me too much. they're cruel
but the side effect of having hid away, is that I never learnt how to handle myself. I come on too strong, or weird, or just end up being a joke.
Mr Good-Company says:
it happens
your not alone
Jess says:
hmm, knowing that doesn't help
you still end up being isolated in yor own little bubble
bubbles are lonley places to be
Mr Good-Company says:
true
ive been there myself when i was younger
Jess says:
at least the gd thing about being younger was that i was at school and always around people. home was shit so school was my happy place
Mr Good-Company says:
i missed school for ages
Jess says:
i had the best attendence for my yr level lol. y did u miss school?
Mr Good-Company says:
i mean i miss it
after i finished i missed going there and seeing mates all the time
Jess says:
yeah i do to sometimes
i can go nearly a yr without seeing my friends at times
and i only have 2
Mr Good-Company says:
ive only got 2 old school friends
Jess says:
i only have 2 friends all together. never met anyone in wbool to be friends with
Mr Good-Company says:
ive managed to make a few through people ive met at the pub
Jess says:
well thats exactly my problem, I don't go out, im to scared to say much wen i do, so i just dont meet people
thats why i signed up to that oasis site
it's kinda sad that ive learnt to be afraid of my own species
Mr Good-Company says:
its no good
Jess says:
it isnt
so.....? im not sure where to go from here lol
Mr Good-Company says:
so if no sex? just friends
Jess says:
yes, with some benifits. I enjoy being with you, your a decent person and i live and incredibly lonley life. i suppose despite the fact that i have been working very hard to convince myself otherwise, i was kinda hoping it would be me who swept you off your feet lol
i make very bad choices wen it comes to developing crushes lol
Mr Good-Company says:
i was when i was a teen
Jess says:
both of my last crushes were wen i was a teen. the first one turned out to be gay, and then i had a massive crush on my art teacher lol
Mr Good-Company says:
lol was he good looking
Jess says:
very. but married
and my teacher
Mr Good-Company says:
lol
Jess says:
have you ever heard of (insert name of a certain comedian)?
Mr Good-Company says:
vaguley
Jess says:
well he was my first crush. we were in the same class
Mr Good-Company says:
cool
Jess says:
hmmm. can i ask a horrible question? wat is my apeal? is it just the physical?
or a better question, tho still horrible,
Mr Good-Company says:
your a good person
Jess says:
thanks,but why would people not like me? i know im a good person, there just seem to be something about me that causes people to keep away
Mr Good-Company says:
hmmm i dunno
Jess says:
sorry, thats a horrible question, but yor pretty much a complete stranger so its easier to ask horrible question. my friends would be to nice
Mr Good-Company says:
maybe cos your tall
brb shower
Jess says:
yes this height can seem intimidating
sorry convo turned morose
but i think im gunna have to keep asking horrid questions
Mr Good-Company says:
lol
Jess says:
hmm, not sure how to phrase wat i want to ask.
this isn't wat im trying to phrase, but did i ever have a chance of sweeping you off your feet?
sorry, horrid question, but im trying to figure out where my head is at now
Mr Good-Company says:
go nuts'
Jess says:
did i ever have a chance of sweeping you off your feet?
Mr Good-Company says:
not really
Jess says:
ok
but ok as a friend. in the normal sense of the word lol
Mr Good-Company says:
yeah
Jess says:
i can live with that
hmmm, how likely is it that you've been swept off your feet by this other person?
Mr Good-Company says:
not sure yet
should know by the end of the week
Jess says:
ok
well, needless to say i'm not planning on sleeping with you now lol
im not sure wat to say now
Mr Good-Company says:
of course
Jess says:
you know, wen i first actually met u i wasn't at all attracted to you lol
i tend to go more for guys who are taller than me
a rare thing lol
Mr Good-Company says:
they exist
Jess says:
don't happen to know any do you lol
Mr Good-Company says:
one but hes gay
Jess says:
bugger lol
Mr Good-Company says:
he used to hit on me
Jess says:
ha ha,
you once asked wat kind of erotic stories i liked, still wanna know?
Mr Good-Company says:
sure
Jess says:
the gay ones
Mr Good-Company says:
really
Jess says:
yes, im not sure if thats normal or not lol
but hey, if guys can enjoy watching 2 girls, why not
Mr Good-Company says:
cool
Jess says:
lol
i think we might be able to be friends?
Mr Good-Company says:
cool
lol would it tease youto know i used to make out with guys
Jess says:
reaaaly
bi? or just having fun figuring it out?
Mr Good-Company says:
finding out thought i was gay for a while
Jess says:
ok. try before you buy lol
Mr Good-Company says:
lol
Jess says:
i assume u decided u were straight lol
Mr Good-Company says:
i did
Jess says:
lol
well im pretty damn certain im straight, but at the same time thats not to say i wouldn't give the oppisite sex a go just for fun
Mr Good-Company says:
always gotta try
i got drunk and my gay mate tried giving me a handjob
Jess says:
and how did that go down?
Mr Good-Company says:
lol so drunk i didnt get hard
Jess says:
well, last time i was slightly drunk, at home alone and turned on, i bought this giant bloody dong online lol
Mr Good-Company says:
still got it lol
Jess says:
yep
Mr Good-Company says:
used it
Jess says:
nope
not sure why
it looks ridiculous
you ever been into toys?
Mr Good-Company says:
its me lol
of course
Jess says:
wat are you into?
Mr Good-Company says:
most things
ive used toys on me others and costumes and bondage
Jess says:
id kinda like to be tied up and teased
Mr Good-Company says:
lol that can be arranged
Jess says:
can it now lol.
I also like the feeling of being physically small, im such a bloody giant real life. I liked it wen you were over the top me. I wasn't taller than u lol
so does my height bother you or do you just like the fact that my chest is closer to yor eye level lol
Mr Good-Company says:
lol both
Jess says:
confused. my height is no concern?
Mr Good-Company says:
nope
Jess says:
nice to know
hmm, this convo is much more pleasant now lol
Mr Good-Company says:
lol because were flirting so much
Jess says:
always makes a difference
so tell me more about bondage. how does that go down?
Mr Good-Company says:
well i had an ex that was very kninky
i used to tie her to the bed and do whatever i wanted to her
Jess says:
ok. and the costumes?
backtrack a bit there. and wat did u do to her?
Mr Good-Company says:
she had a naughty nurse outfit
hmm well id tease her alot
and id gag her and fuck her all day long
Jess says:
hmmm, not sure id go for the gag but the rest seems ok
Mr Good-Company says:
cool
Jess says:
wat else have you gotten up to?
im curious
Mr Good-Company says:
hmm threesome
Jess says:
i knew that
wat toys did u use on u?
Mr Good-Company says:
vibrator and a fake pussy
Jess says:
vibrator?
Mr Good-Company says:
yep
Jess says:
in wat way did u use it
Mr Good-Company says:
usualy used under my balls for the vibrations
Jess says:
good? lol
Mr Good-Company says:
very
Jess says:
i do consider buying a vibrator every now and then
never gone thru with it tho
maybe i need to get half drunk again
Mr Good-Company says:
lol want help with that
i can take you to the porn shop
Jess says:
ha ha! i prefer to do my shopping online
its fun to read the product descriptions lol
Mr Good-Company says:
lol its better to go cos its fun
Jess says:
ive never been to a porn shop. i can remember the stink that occurred wen the town one wanted to start up
Mr Good-Company says:
lol
seriously ill take you if you want
Jess says:
im sure you would lol.
you'd probably have to give me a drink first tho lol
im a wuss
sometimes
Mr Good-Company says:
have a few
Jess says:
if i had a few i would probably off my head. i'm a smily person now, get me drunk and i turn into a cackling hyena lol. u would never shut me up
Mr Good-Company says:
oh well
Jess says:
lol. that said, i will keep your offer under consideration
so wat else about you could i ask nosey questions about lol
Mr Good-Company says:
no idea
Jess says:
awww. ask me something then. tho i am pretty boring lol
Mr Good-Company says:
hmm should you go to bed
Jess says:
y?
Mr Good-Company says:
i think i am
Jess says:
i knew you were gonna say that soon lol
Mr Good-Company says:
gotta go to work
Jess says:
yeah, i suppose that fair enough. but this convo was fun....
Mr Good-Company says:
lol let me know if you wanna have some fun.. or go to a sex shop lol
night
Jess says:
hmmm, sex shop- maybe one day. Fun- could possible go for that. tho that sed, i will have a bit of sook if fun has to end. but i will get over it.
Mr Good-Company says:
lol ill have you trying out that black dong
Jess says:
wat? if fun ends? or before that lol
Mr Good-Company says:
before it ends obviously
Jess says:
ha ha. i wasn't sure if u meant as an alternative to having fun with u lol
Mr Good-Company says:
lol
i guess it would give you an alternative
Jess says:
it would, but i think finding a new 'friend' would be an even better alternative lol
Mr Good-Company says:
well untill then ;P
Jess says:
lol, maybe
well at least i can no longer consider my self more innocent than the virgin mary
that said, the virgin mary probably never played with herself lol
Mr Good-Company says:
pfft i bet she did
Jess says:
hmm. i disagree. but i certainly dont think she was a virgin lol
something about an 'immaculate conception' always seemed a bit dubious to me lol
Mr Good-Company says:
lol
Jess says:
but for an excuse to explain how she got knocked up, she certainly had one hell of an imagination
Mr Good-Company says:
haha
Jess says:
she wouldnt get away with it now lol
Mr Good-Company says:
lol mmmm fwi playing with myself
Jess says:
really lol. porn?
Mr Good-Company says:
mmhmm
Jess says:
i might get you to show me some
Mr Good-Company says:
k
Jess says:
could be fun
Mr Good-Company says:
indeed
Jess says:
i gotta say, im kinda hpoing you dont end up in a relatioship. i quite like having fun with you
Mr Good-Company says:
lolo'
Jess says:
wat can i say? im selfish lol
Mr Good-Company says:
thats ok
Jess says:
gd lol
all the attention makes feel quite gd about myself
tho i will say im starting to figure out how to feel gd about myself all on my own lol
Mr Good-Company says:
thats good
Jess says:
it certainly is. all those nice comments on profile pic help to. im a sucker for flattery lol
probably not my best trait lol
Mr Good-Company says:
lol
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